Happy 2015

I realize I've been completely ignoring you Elephile Jaane Jaan.
Looks like every time I enter here I owe an apology for having ignored you long enough. Oh well. Life takes different directions and not everything is explainable nor does it need to be explained. Does it? 
I don't need to brag about my new life nor describe the series of eventful happenings to have driven me around to this corner of the world but I'm happy. I am truly happy.
I am happy I met my family over the year-end holidays.
I am happy for my brother.
I am very happy for my brother.
I am happy for my cousins.
I am happy for my boyfriend.
I am happy that the world is drifting by like small grains of sand in the wind.
I am happy I am unable to catch a single grain of it in my hand.
I am happy I am not holding on.
I am happy I am free.
I am happy I am at peace.
I am happy I don't despise.
I am happy I don't hate.
I am happy I am unhappy.
I am happy I am happy.
I want to wish you a happy new year as well.
I can see the red and gold sheep posters all over Los Angeles as we speak, it's the Sheep year in Chinese new year they say.
Happy 2015.