Bitter words leave me..momentarily

Funny how you suffer for years and years, then you're the happiest for some time but the suffering can't leave you alone. The bitter taste of your words were still lingering in my ears when I left the house. I knew that no matter what, I am not coming home without a new story to tell. I can only go story-less in my mind for a couple of days, so catch me before I fall everybody, and he did. I drank so much I could not feel my senses nor hear any of the bitter words in my head. I danced till the music stopped and waited until more music went back on. I still smell the strong cologne of this stranger wearing a red t-shirt. The music beats were fast and so was he. I was struggling to catch up to his steps but once I got the catch, I could follow easier. The smell of his cologne is on my fingers as I strike the keyboard. Makes me yearn for his presence here now. He was warm and full of blood. The night was young so was my head. We danced without talking alot. Only at the end of the night, I realized that he doesn't live here, and was just a visitor. Why are visitors more fun to be around? Is it because they know how to enjoy before it's too late? Maybe they haven't been burdened by the weight of a city. It was beautiful, how the world operated tonight. Love lost meant love gained, there is so much love out there, we just need to see it with a fresh pair of eyes, and bang! It is there, everything you want to see is right in front of your seeing eyes. So what happens to the bitter taste words in my ear? I will sleep now and wait until tomorrow for the words to get some rest. Maybe with tomorrow comes an answer. Maybe tomorrow is an answer. Sleep tight.