Tea Pot in Tea Dot

How can I kill him not in physical reality but in the reality of my mind and then have no guilt thereafter? I mean you know how these criminals get devastated for life because they have taken the life of someone and so become suicidal for the rest of their lives? Should I get a prescription for doctor for deletion of memory? Maybe I should talk to a computer tech junkie instead or a professional software developer for memory deletion? I will ask the police or a court lawyer for their opinions on whether killing one and saving a thousand is better than not killing and killing. What? No, wipe this out of your mind, are you out of your mind? Okay, deep breathe. Deep breathe. Now. Have fun. Live it up high. Okay, that was easy. Bye now.