Saturday, May 24, 2008

His tannen in my dreams

It was cold. I must have slept the whole day. I slept when there was light in the sky but when I woke up there was still light. Did it ever get dark? I must have been dreaming my many dreams. I am not fully certain if I am awake now. There was a point I realized that I must be awake because everything seemed so real. He was there. We were having red wine in a cosy dark corner of a 70's restaurant. We were talking about the tannen in the wine and how wonderful it would be if we could add tannen to our blood so we preserve ourselves in the face of aging. These talks always amuse me and he knows it. That's why he brings up these silly yet smart topics during our wine sessions. Is he going to go home after? I love him selfishly. I don't want the dream to end. Leave me alone, let me sleep. Did it ever get dark when I was sleeping or was I sleeping in darkness? I want to remain in the dark oblivion. Rain woke me up. Subtle sounds of water droplets dripping and welcoming me to the world of reality. Ain't I still dreaming?

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