End of the world 2012

Dear readers, I would like to get your feedback if there's anyone who reads me here. I have been recently re-thinking the purpose of this blog. I need new purposes and meanings to write and improve therefore I would appreciate any feedback from you. You could comment under anonymous or give me the honor of knowing your name. At this point, I doubt I have any audience at all. Happy end of the world, if there is any. Otherwise, life must go on so happy holidays (Christmas and New Year). I have the pleasure of being in the warmth of my family during that time. Hope you enjoy yours, wherever you are, whoever you are.

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I think I am growing a tumor dear Diary. If I don't come back, I'm being treated.

Hope it's not cancerous. Wish me luck.

12-12-12

Before I begin, I'd like to acknowledge that I am not a psychologist and this merely is a humble opinion, perhaps not just of mine, but through my channel. Okay, I've been thinking and observing how some lives are completely based on one emotion. You get angry, frustrated, helpless, helpful, happy, loud, quiet, noisy, talkative at a relatively young age due to being part of certain life events that weren't really your choice and get fixated on those reactions because they served you well at that instance and you survived. Then you base all of your life on those certain intricate emotional states and they become your safe zone, your refuge, your haven. And then they run you instead of you choosing and running them. I've seen a sweet 55 year old man whose life was entirely based on a rebel against his mother's opinion to get married. Or lawyers who are so desperately unhappy he would cling to any other person to release his anger. These make me think that the seven sins mentioned in the bible are real challenges we deal with and hey, you, yes, you, I know who you are, let's break free.

Hitchcock

A love story between influential filmmaker Alfred Hitchcock and wife Alma Reville during the filming of Psycho in 1959. Amazing hilarious brilliant script and another genius movie about a movie. 

Not all silent movies have silent messages.

Greed 
1924 American silent film written and directed by Erich von Stroheim and based on the 1899 novel McTeague by naturalist writer Frank Norris, one of the greatest silent movies ever made and to be risen up to American Heritage Film Archives. 

Letters to father Jaakob.

Finnish (for lack of better words).

To ponder...

Knowledge is a deadly friend

When no one sets the rules