Sunday, January 31, 2010

A story of my life's worth

He had a dog called ferdinand, he called him Ferda for short. There would always be an attractive stick around in the woods for Ferda to play fetch when we walked down the valley. We drove down to the valley once instead of taking the short-turn walk. The silence in the woods would give me a sense of worry mixed with awe, enough to turn my stomach...we walked and we talked.
Yes it is I and I do remember the young girl sitting beside me in PHL 101 classes. My goodness how the time flies. I want to apologize for not writing even a few words. I actually did start to write but our daughter started to cry in her nap and my wife was busy nursing the other daughter born on Christmas eve 2009, so by the time house was quiet once again I was so exhausted that I needed a nap myself. Since I remember you as a bright kid and equipped with reasoning skills from philosophy you must be getting a picture of my life now.
It was interesting journey for me to this place in time and into my mental equilibrium I am blessed with. It was long way full of obstacles, traps and despair. But it was worth it. More about that some other time.
How are you? By now you are finished with med school and saving lives by a dozens I assume. Do you specialize in some part of medicine? How was it – the long nights and days studying with cadavers for company? I would like to hear more from you, how you are and if you are happy. God bless.
I came to tears, again.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Build Ing

There is a sanctuary behind the buildings of my city
Where I dream of dreams I forgot I dreamt
There is a concept of time behind the buildings of my city
Where the imposed heaviness is very light
There is a mirror behind the buildings of my city
Where I find me not me in the reflection
There is a building,
behind the buildings,
in my city,
that I like.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Wanna hear something really phoney?

Salinger goes to the river not cemetary
Who wants flowers when they're dead?
Nobody, especially if he's J.D. Salinger.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

train of memory

...book.rent.creatures.complicated.bones.holmes.extraordinary.breakfast.sauna.eli.addisababa.wine.o-mare-e-tu.salty.alfredo.bus.sleepless.sleepy.missed.present...where is this train heading?...

Monday, January 25, 2010

Posts

Every word
Brings us closer to
Death

Synchronicity of Idiosynchronicity

An intricate tapestry it often weaweaweaves
The line between reason and awe
I tiptoe between the invisible fabrics and strings that approach
To contain the vastness in me

Tukiliit

It
laid in a name
embodied a memory
spoke what was experienced
made a return to namelessness
brought souvenirs from the new found land
and cleared us on the directions: the road to nowhere is everywhere.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Is this really news?

I am encountering the strangest behaviours lately.

Monday, January 18, 2010

Existence

All it takes to be complete
is to be.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

In the news...

The war in ours heads
Makes peace possible on earth